salam alaykum,i thanks Allah so much,as im gonna move myself to a new world,thank god only Allah knows what i been set in my mind,and i hope im gonna achieve it,lets climb to the dream that i crave so much,lets do it,wheeeeee =D
gotta go,i know im talking alone here in my journal ='// goodbye blog,see you in 2010 :D
2010 to do list come my way,wheeeee ='))
i pray for all of you everyday,and i meant it(!) wheeeeeeee,bye,and now,i have to shut down the computer,wheeee =') living the dream ;)
ayesh,a new day has come! :)
salam alaykum :)
Saturday, November 21, 2009 |
salam aleykum,dear journal,
i felt grateful,saye pegi ukak komputer kenape ='///
fasya,kak nasiha,sume,kite rindu awak,hua hua :'D
i just wondering what happened...
i felt grateful,saye pegi ukak komputer kenape ='///
fasya,kak nasiha,sume,kite rindu awak,hua hua :'D
i just wondering what happened...
ayesh,i believe in myself that i can do it =)
wishing to be strong enough!
ayesh,im gonna step into the stairs of getting to be myself,
more grateful muslimah :)
unequivocally, im not going emotional until i blow my minds off,ayesh,yesh,i felt calm and rejoiced as i found myself again ='D
go go najwa!saye tahu saye suke ckp sorang2,huaaaaaaaa =')
salam alaikum.
more grateful muslimah :)
unequivocally, im not going emotional until i blow my minds off,ayesh,yesh,i felt calm and rejoiced as i found myself again ='D
go go najwa!saye tahu saye suke ckp sorang2,huaaaaaaaa =')
salam alaikum.
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salam alaykum,dear journal,i felt really hurted,='// i don't know why,first alot of things happened to me and i don't know why ='// but i accept all of my faith with my open heart.what i don't know is why people kept judging without knowing the real truth ='// i am no one,i am only servant of Allah too,i have my feelings and heart too,im being attacked by my disease then i have to sit the exam this year in my first time.i never been facing and experienced the real exam like all of my lucky friends last year ='// thanks to Allah,and alhamdulillah,i still can have my breath,and LIVE to sit the exam.alhamdulillah. i am no one,i made 10001 mistakes everyday and what i really hate myself was i just studied the last time as alot of things happened to me,but that doesnt mean i am nagging all over again,i love myself,and most certainly im gonna be strong no matter what happened! yes,Allah help me Allah,i need you ='///
bye bye then, besides,no one gonna care even i talk alone here,ignore by myself ='//
perhaps i am no one,just servant of Allah who makes 10001 mistakes.
but then,i asked myself,alhamdulillah,saye masih hidup =')
I AM NO ONE,BUT I HAVE MY FEELINGS AND HEART TOO.='//
i don't have any right to judge anyone ='// im just weak again,help me Allah!
i heartily all of you,i respect to any people that i met,neither in any world,i treat them like i've known them for my whole life,i treat to any people i don't know like my bestfriends and love like the family i love them so much,but i felt hurted as they don't know the real truth ='/// Allah,i need you Allah by my side!
saye hormat sape2 yang saye tak kenal,tak kisah kat mane dunie pun,saye hormat siape yg saye kenal dalam hidup saye,saye hormat sume orang yang saye tak kenal seperti kawanbaik saye, sama seperti keluarge yg saye sayang sangat, tapi saye sangat sedih bile dorang tak tahu pekare sebenar ='///
but that doesnt mean im gonna crying all over like the tears falling down from the sky,
im gonna be strong and have Allah in my heart,saye rindu kakak,kak anyak bg saye semangat='//saye doakan kakak selalu,wheee ='// and its reminds me to the persona who gave me the spirit,i pray for the persona everyday ='//
Allah, saye tak tahu bila nyawa saya akan ditarik,pada bile2 mase saye tidak tahu,ku sentiase berdoa kepadamu Allah,bg lah ku kekuatan dalam menghadapi segala dugaan ini,kite semua hanya hamba Allah,dan yg berlaku semua takdir Allah,tak bermakne saye taleh jadi kuat dan bangun semula,lagi2 Allah murka dgn hambanye yang lemah ='// saye akan bejuang,tidak kira pape terjadi,saye dah wat anyak silap,saye takkan putus ase walau ape yg berlaku!
salam alaikum ='//
bye bye then, besides,no one gonna care even i talk alone here,ignore by myself ='//
perhaps i am no one,just servant of Allah who makes 10001 mistakes.
but then,i asked myself,alhamdulillah,saye masih hidup =')
I AM NO ONE,BUT I HAVE MY FEELINGS AND HEART TOO.='//
i don't have any right to judge anyone ='// im just weak again,help me Allah!
i heartily all of you,i respect to any people that i met,neither in any world,i treat them like i've known them for my whole life,i treat to any people i don't know like my bestfriends and love like the family i love them so much,but i felt hurted as they don't know the real truth ='/// Allah,i need you Allah by my side!
saye hormat sape2 yang saye tak kenal,tak kisah kat mane dunie pun,saye hormat siape yg saye kenal dalam hidup saye,saye hormat sume orang yang saye tak kenal seperti kawanbaik saye, sama seperti keluarge yg saye sayang sangat, tapi saye sangat sedih bile dorang tak tahu pekare sebenar ='///
but that doesnt mean im gonna crying all over like the tears falling down from the sky,
im gonna be strong and have Allah in my heart,saye rindu kakak,kak anyak bg saye semangat='//saye doakan kakak selalu,wheee ='// and its reminds me to the persona who gave me the spirit,i pray for the persona everyday ='//
Allah, saye tak tahu bila nyawa saya akan ditarik,pada bile2 mase saye tidak tahu,ku sentiase berdoa kepadamu Allah,bg lah ku kekuatan dalam menghadapi segala dugaan ini,kite semua hanya hamba Allah,dan yg berlaku semua takdir Allah,tak bermakne saye taleh jadi kuat dan bangun semula,lagi2 Allah murka dgn hambanye yang lemah ='// saye akan bejuang,tidak kira pape terjadi,saye dah wat anyak silap,saye takkan putus ase walau ape yg berlaku!
salam alaikum ='//
Sunday, November 15, 2009 |
im sitting still and wishing the light from Allah =')
salam alaikum,dear journal,i just ate my mee hun ^__^ he....he...he..tu lah,bile perut dah lapar,mule najwa menjerit,hahaha :D and alhamdulillah,i still can breath.time kasih Allah.i felt so exhausted really.i slept at 3.am everyday as i have to cover alot of topic chapters,i miss writting in my journal,but myself is getting afraid and scared haunted me.='//tapi nasib baik bile tengok bulan kat tingkap,bile terang benderang,cantek ciptaan Allah kan :)hmm, i don't know what happened to me lately,but yey,i can log into my computer for today only ='// even one day,i felt grateful.i been promised myself not to open the computer,but i felt i want to write something in here.ignore by myself,i love to talk alone in my journal as i know nobody will gonna read this so boredom post :D.
oh oh, exam atau peperiksaan coming that will affect and determine my life,i felt afraid and nervous ='//Allah,i need your help ='// its been 11 month and a half going in the year of 2009,i felt scared.saye tak pandai mcm dorang='// huaaaaaaaa ='/// im only servant of Allah,im not going to care anymore ='// as long i being myself and Allah in my heart,amin. ='//
najwa,sudahke najwa bersedia? go go najwa,allentz vonts najwa!!
tadi semalam,najwa dah kene marah ngan along angah sume,tu lah najwa,sape suruh bising,dah kene sound O_o he....he....he,biarleh, nak wat camane,perikse dah makin dekat,baik fikir pasal perikshe neh.haish,najwa,najwa. gahhhhhhhhhhhh.
saye siikalang sangat marah dengan diri saye sendiri,mule2 semalam,hari neh,najwa bangun lambat.aaih,ni taleh.ni taleh. najwa nak sangat ni,
go go najwa :)
bye bye then,2010 will be the new fairytale,the 2009 will be the drawings that i kept in my mind.salam alaikum =')
sometimes i use to visualize every life as like drawing paper,we have colour pencils and its up to us to sketch and colour or even paintings with beautiful colours,wee :)
lets colour our lives with alhamdullilah,whee.
penah tak kalau ade kertas lukisan kosong warna putih,selepas tu,korang diberikan kaler pensil dan,joooom kite warnai hidup kite dengan alhamdulillah ;)
bye bye then,najwa!!kenape asyik cakap bye bye banyak kali,sekali sudah =_=
jangan peduli ngan saye,najwa suke ckp sorang2 O_O
ntah le bile najwa ukak kompite,bye kompite.
smile is the medicine to happy life,is it true (?)
i guess :D
salam alaikum. (':
oh oh, exam atau peperiksaan coming that will affect and determine my life,i felt afraid and nervous ='//Allah,i need your help ='// its been 11 month and a half going in the year of 2009,i felt scared.saye tak pandai mcm dorang='// huaaaaaaaa ='/// im only servant of Allah,im not going to care anymore ='// as long i being myself and Allah in my heart,amin. ='//
najwa,sudahke najwa bersedia? go go najwa,allentz vonts najwa!!
tadi semalam,najwa dah kene marah ngan along angah sume,tu lah najwa,sape suruh bising,dah kene sound O_o he....he....he,biarleh, nak wat camane,perikse dah makin dekat,baik fikir pasal perikshe neh.haish,najwa,najwa. gahhhhhhhhhhhh.
saye siikalang sangat marah dengan diri saye sendiri,mule2 semalam,hari neh,najwa bangun lambat.aaih,ni taleh.ni taleh. najwa nak sangat ni,
- dicipline & think positive ;)
go go najwa :)
bye bye then,2010 will be the new fairytale,the 2009 will be the drawings that i kept in my mind.salam alaikum =')
sometimes i use to visualize every life as like drawing paper,we have colour pencils and its up to us to sketch and colour or even paintings with beautiful colours,wee :)
lets colour our lives with alhamdullilah,whee.
penah tak kalau ade kertas lukisan kosong warna putih,selepas tu,korang diberikan kaler pensil dan,joooom kite warnai hidup kite dengan alhamdulillah ;)
bye bye then,najwa!!kenape asyik cakap bye bye banyak kali,sekali sudah =_=
jangan peduli ngan saye,najwa suke ckp sorang2 O_O
ntah le bile najwa ukak kompite,bye kompite.
smile is the medicine to happy life,is it true (?)
i guess :D
salam alaikum. (':